So I had this dream recently, i was infront of something like a castel with a bunch of people who are supposed to be friends (and just for your information i didn't recongnize any of them).
We were all standing there outside the castel by the wall very happy and cheering, we were like waiting for a door to open to let us in to finally meet what we want. We were doing like rituals asking for a door to open and then a small hole is open through the door, less then one foot in dimensions, and here i see like an old man with those cone hats and long white beard and moustaches, he asks us in but we don't know how we would enter through such a hole, he reaches us with a cup of water and ask us to say something like a prayer, many did tell the prayer and i saw them diminish in size less than ants and falling in that cup that supposed to be our vehicle into our castle, i guess all of them did it well and were in that cup except for me, i kept telling that prayer with no chance, that old man told me i had to believe in what i am saying in order to make it works, and here i remember something, there is only ONE thing i believe in and the heart can't manage to burden two beliefs, i realized that i wasn't ready to trade my beliefs for that one, i would never diminish myself for a loose ground, i am standing on a hard ground and i strongly believe in it, I may dress like them, i may accompany them, i may look like them, i may talk like them, i may not look any different than any of them, but at the end, it appeared that i don't believe in it, no matter what, i will still be ME with my beliefs, and it isn't in my hands but i will never get into that castel, my belief holds me out "Safe".
We were all standing there outside the castel by the wall very happy and cheering, we were like waiting for a door to open to let us in to finally meet what we want. We were doing like rituals asking for a door to open and then a small hole is open through the door, less then one foot in dimensions, and here i see like an old man with those cone hats and long white beard and moustaches, he asks us in but we don't know how we would enter through such a hole, he reaches us with a cup of water and ask us to say something like a prayer, many did tell the prayer and i saw them diminish in size less than ants and falling in that cup that supposed to be our vehicle into our castle, i guess all of them did it well and were in that cup except for me, i kept telling that prayer with no chance, that old man told me i had to believe in what i am saying in order to make it works, and here i remember something, there is only ONE thing i believe in and the heart can't manage to burden two beliefs, i realized that i wasn't ready to trade my beliefs for that one, i would never diminish myself for a loose ground, i am standing on a hard ground and i strongly believe in it, I may dress like them, i may accompany them, i may look like them, i may talk like them, i may not look any different than any of them, but at the end, it appeared that i don't believe in it, no matter what, i will still be ME with my beliefs, and it isn't in my hands but i will never get into that castel, my belief holds me out "Safe".
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