ازاي الدنيا معاك

طب و ازاي الاخره

ربنا يبارك فيك و ليك و بيك دائما يا استاذ محمد....... قولوا امين

The Value of life

Come on. Think. I want you to reach back into those minds and tell me, tell us all...What is it that you fantasize about?....World peace? I thought so. Do you fantasize about international fame? Do you fantasize about winning a Pulitzer Prize? Or a Nobel Peace Prize? An MTV Music Award? Do you fantasize about meeting some genius hunk, ostensibly bad....but secretly simmering with noble passion....and willing to sleep on the wet spot?.....I'll take two! I'll take two!.....What was that?....Kimberly will take two......You get Lacan's point. Fantasies have to be unrealistic......because the moment... the second...that you get what you seek...you don't... you can't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist...desire must have its objects perpetually absent....It's not the "it" that you want. It's the fantasy of"it.".....So, desire supports crazy fantasies....This is what Pascal means when he says that we are only truly happy...when daydreaming about future happiness. It came today. Or why we say...the hunt is sweeter than the kill. Or be careful what you wish for, not because you'll get it...but because you're doomed not to want it once you do. So the lesson of Lacan is, living by your wants will never make you happy. What it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals...and not to measure your life by what you've attained in terms of your desires...but those small moments of integrity, compassion...rationality, even self-sacrifice. Because in the end, the only way that we can measure the significance of our own lives...is by valuing the lives of others.

From the movie: The life of David Gale

Today the sound of love called for me and I just said : "yes."

Today the sound of love called for me and I just said : "yes.", I didn't even turn my neck to see how it looked like. But I knew it was as beautiful as heaven; what eyes never saw, what ears never heard and what hearts never felt, except that I heard its sound, the sound that is still moving my ear receptor hair cells like the gentle cool breeze move the longing thirsty flowers. I, every second, am regretting that I didn't use that second to send a train of impulses that would have allowed me to take a glimpse over the heavenly characters of my love and relieve me from the agony of wandering in the lands of guessing, was it this or that or...? I think I will just guess for the rest of my life how it was, but I hope I get a second chance to find it or at least know it. Love

Does fate work this way

Ok, check this out, last april I guess, I saw this ad on mbc max where they show a mix of clips of the premiere movies of this month, one of them was an old man, wearing a some kind of a hat, with little white beard, and the camera is revolving around him shooting him in some place with pyramids in it, i thought it was in here yet i never dropped the possibility of being in Mexico or Peru, anyway, the man was saying: "You can not imagine, what joy it is for me to be here". It was like one of the most genuine passion in all the history of cinema, i actually felt the joy he felt. The problem is they never showed the names of those premieres and for my bad luck it has already been shown earlier in that month and I tried to find which one it was in the mbc guide online, but I couldn't. For a day or two I wanted to know so badly what that movie was and I wanted to watch it. Then after persuing a lot of my tracking routes, I decided to let back, and I thought that may be one day months or years later I would get to see that same scene again and that same movie too. I just believed that one day it would just come to me. Today, I was watching an episode of one tree hill, it usually ends at 25 minutes past the hour leaving 5 or little more minutes for the dubai one minute break, except that this time it ended at 15 mins past the hour, so i changed the channel, there was a movie on fox movies that i liked to watch, but my mother was sitting next to me, and I can't trust fox movies not to show something obscene lol, I the next channel was mbc action showing gladiators "puke" and the next one was mbc max, and guess what, it was that old man, sitting on stone bench, talking to Selma Hayek who turned out to be Frida in that movie and in less than 5 seconds, that man stood up telling me that I couldn't imagine what joy it was for him to be in that place and once again I believed him with all of my heart and at that moment I believed that when we miss one thing in our life it can come again. I can hear some people saying while reading my blog that chances comes only once and that my example is a mere coincidence but I am telling them may be or may be not, but lets listen ot Jaber Ibn Hayyan when he said:

"It is not for anyone to admit or deny the presence of what he has never seen
but
he has to stop doing so till he witness the proof of it being present or not."

Fear

Some people may seem to be afraid and worried all the time probably neurotic, others may appear fearless and courageous. Fear originates from only one source, lack of data. For example, once I was sitting in my living room and my cat was sitting in my lap, I found that the cat rose up in horror and kept looking behind me, I noticed that some kids were playing down there and their sounds reached us, it was the same information that both I and the cat received, yet the data was different, I, due to more evolved cerebral hemispheres, which by experience, could tell that the sounds came from down, the cat instead didn't have this gift, it thought that the sound came from the window itself or may be the ceiling due to refraction, an information that could interpreted as the sounds of approaching group of noisy creatures who are unknown and are probably harmful. My cat kept standing up for a little while studying those sounds while I relaxed and continued watching TV. So next time you are terribly afraid of something and you notice someone around who isn't, you can conclude one of two things, this person is either indifferent or he is more knowledgeable than you with enough data to over see the reason to be afraid and be reassured in the pool of identifiable non worrying risks.

Al7amdolellah

I know this might be getting boring, but it is just for history, today in our PDNE planning work shop we were divided into teams, each team was supposed to do one projects, our team had little members couldn't be divided into subteams so that each would make one project, so we had to do two projects; supply management project and reward & punishment project. Without appreciating that fact that our team was doing two projects our facilitator was being so rigid, tough, demanding better time management, better planning, better everything. We weren't so understanding yet we were appreciating his efforts. Anyway, without much details, after our project presentation recieved the first complete plan, we one the first place among other 16 teams who actually did great job. I just needed to say that when you work among a team, you forget about yourself and about your pride and you find out that it is just a pool of ideas, some are good and some are bad, and only are the ideas that are criticized and not to be rejected, but to be improved and replaced by better ones. Frankly winning this thing was never due to a one man job, it was tawfee2 men 3and rabna and the best every one shared in this task. Just one last thing, for history, a head line, you would read hundred years later isA, where, in all the decent newspaper around the world:

"The american president honors the members of PDNE for reaching excellent levels of health care in the hospitals of america and other countries"

And of course as Egyptians, the scene can not end without a silly prank, each project is done by a boys team and girls team, so when our project was called for the first place, I and my friends stood up clapping, and of course two of our team mates kept hushing us it is the girls who one not you, god damn you for this idiotic prank lol.

Celebrities look alike

A year after the batman incident, yesterday a kid approached me in the same work place, with a very strong look studying the features of my somehow unusual, sometimes disturbing, pretty much attractive to correcting forces face. He said :"I have a question in my mind that I have been wanting to ask you for so long? Can I ask it?". I simply didn't see why not. So I said :"Go ahead." He asked in a tone of curiosity full of hope of getting the answer that shacked his mind to the point that made him ask this rare and unusual question, he asked me: "Were you ever on the show "yawmeyat wanees"?" And instead of getting the answer that his little mind was longing for, he got a very strong bursting laugh coming out of my mouth which hasn't visited the dentist since I lost my last milk tooth. There were other kids in the place at the same time, all of them laughed as well, some added comments like: are you crazy, what is that question and so on. LOL. I have to post a pic of the actors of that show inspite knowing that by that I may be jeopardizing my undercover writer of this blog. I have intended to attach a link from this post to the post about batman, but I have found that I have never posted it, I might have posted it in facebook but not in here, but here is a snapshot about what happened. I was in my work place during my summer vacation, a little blonde kid with fair green eyes came in as usual, he dropped a comic nuke at us when he said: "You know mister, you look like Batman" and we were all like looooooool, it was crazy, so far so good. Next day the same kid came and while passing by he waved hello at me saying: "Hi, Batman, Hi", OMG, that kid was so excited he actually thought I looked like his hero. Actually till this day I am not sure if he meant I looked like the handsome actor that played the role of batman or if I looked like the ugly black bat itself lol, however, it is still one of the random moments of my life that made me smile.

I am supposed to look like one of these people above and if you know me then I think you can guess who lol



Beware of me, I am the Batman bahahahaha lol