Sunday, 24 May 2009

M y d r e a m

This is the dream that always ached my heart when i was younger, I can't say it's a nightmare as there is actually nothing scary about it, it is just that I couldn't understand what was it about and right now when it becomes little clearer how this dream can be interpreted I don't know if it was a sign from my past telling me how a part of my future will be or was it just a random dream upon which my life could fit in its scenario at that moment!

The dream wasn't long it was like three images and my mind as a narrator telling me what those images are.

First Image: me playing with absolute atoms gathering them together unpurposefully making a big object out of them.



Second image: me sitting on the floor in front of that giant sphere I made but something isn't right and I can feel it and the only way to fix it is to check those atoms in the giant sphere one by one and in the right order but impeded in this sphere I can't even remember where is the first atom, aside from the fact that the mission will take another lifetime and seems impossible as I am not sure what I am looking for and that the margin of error is still there: I can't even start the job!

Third image: As i have no Idea about how to correct my unknown hidden mistake in that giant sphere i find nothing to do but carrying it on my back and wait in huge endless pain!


Seeing this pic somehow eases my pain and serve for a little hope.

Written on my mobile while listening to the sound track of Amelie.

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

Cats


Whenever you ask if someone do you like cats? you will find most of people saying: "No, I prefer dogs, cats are not loyal." hmmm, are they? All they want is to have their food served and their home provided with no work demanded for either. They want freedom and independence and they are as lazy as a statue.

I think that cats are considered unloyal because they are more like humans and less like dogs!

Thursday, 14 May 2009

Earth


Days ago I watched the Movie earth which is the result of cooperation of BBC and Discovery channel. Aside from the very valuable information that I learnt about trees, grass and the migration journeys of animals and birds and the magnificent clips of our magnificent nature, I saw two very valuable lessons with my own eyes, I saw that Mothers are the strongest living creatures ever, they sacrifice their safety, nourishment and health for their children, they are so patient, so affectionate and wait for nothing in return[EDIT: On a second thought, that description above is missing a very significant detail, the "mothers" in the video I saw was abandoned by their male partners, in other words they are "single mothers" and those single mothers are the ones who deserve to get that praise not mothers in general, actually there are some "mothers" who deserve to have their heads chopped off of their necks, period]. I also saw danger, and I found that it is so small, the only chance it can get to you is to hunt you while you are alone, as long as you are in your group you are more than fine, the moment you are by yourself; you are simply done. I saw chase between a wolf and a young calf, surprisingly the calf was faster than the wolf the whole time, but eventually, the wolf won the race, why?, the calf got tired and tripped, it is most probably due to his little age and experience in such situation in comparison to the wolf who have done that many times, but can I think it that way; that "fear" is considered weaker motive than "reward", that percieverense shown by the wolf was the key to win the chase and not speed.

Later I sat and thought about the movie and I said the word Earth and I cared so much to pronounce it correctly, it came to my mind that Earth is so similar to our Arabic word ارث (legacy) , I don't know if it is a coincidence or it is somehow related, but I guess it is the second one, see, the narrator at some part of the Video said that Earth was our legacy now and that it was our turn to protect it and keep it sound, you will also find in the quran many verses that say what mean that Earth is the legacy of the good people.

Anyway, great movie and a very loud applaud to those who worked on it, they did more than wonderful job, such courage and iron willed people.

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

ولا مسابقه ولا جوايز جروب وان بي هو الفايز

looool This is what we were chearing yesterday after we won the competition, it really felt great, it wasn't the first time either, we won the Management MCQ semi competition too, I am glad I was a part of that group, we took a picture of the whole group and we all looked like shining stars, those days won't be retrieved ever : )

Friday, 1 May 2009

Egyptian talk shows!

God I hate Egyptian talkshows, everyone is talking at the same time and everyone is yelling at the other and the host is just keep interrupting his guest and keep on trying to direct the flow of the conversation to wherever suits his personal agenda. I guess the talk show studio must like number of booths according to the number of people who will be on screen, the booth work in a way that one person ask a question then that booth becomes voice and light proof; we can't see and hear that person no more, then the booth that has the person who is supposed to answer the question light up and we begin to see him and listen to his answer till he finishes then his booth darkens and let the other guest comment on his answer and add to it if necessary and after that the host booth would give him the opportunity to ask the next question and of course all the booths are interconnected so each booth can recieve what we the audience are recieving without being able to make any distraction. Seriously, this seems to be the only way to conduct a civilized conversation in Egypt, and please don't comment saying it happens everywhere not just in Egypt, why? Read my next paragraph.

And whenever any official is hosted and is asked about some set backs in the system under his responsibilities, the first thing you will find him saying is that it happens every where around the world not just in here. What the hell? Just a little reminder for them, we agree that may be the whole world suffers from a similar set backs like us and actually we top rank in having those set back; cairo third polluted city around the world, Egypt among the top countries infected with avian flu, Egypt the number one country in rail road accidents, yet we are way behind in the line of progress, yes, they have problems similar to ours but they are way developed than in many many aspects, so why are we so proud of similarities of our shared setbacks and aren't ashamed of the vast difference in development. Even if it is an international problems, what keeps us from being the first country to eliminate such a problem, we keep saying the resources, the money we are poor, actually we have everything that qualify us to be among the best except for the well and the courage to take the step for change

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