The running girl

It was one of the strangest things that may happen to a person in his life, i, with my friend DNA, was waiting for our transport which is a silver toyota yaris, while we are waiting i saw one with the same description approaching, i thought it was our car, but then a young lady stepped out of it to go into the next building and one second later the one on the wheele stepped down too probable to give her something that she forgot, then he came back and went into a branch of the main street to park,

everything is going so normal till now isn't it

then, after about 15 minutes our car arrives and we get into it, but due to our sweet congested streets in our beautiful greater cairo we were trapped for long time in the same street,

mean while, while i am looking out of the window, i see a running young lady, i think for a second then recognize her, YES she was the one that stepped out of the toyota car, she was running fast and seemed worried like hell, and when she saw our car she approached to check it carefull, i felt then that she lost her car, actually she didn't lose it but she couldn't find where the man parked it, i freezed for 30 seconds, enough time to lose her from my sight, i wanted to go down and find her to tell her about her car, i knew where it is, but i couldn't,

in less than a minute i found her holding a mobile phone and talking so anxiosly and as if she was describing the area she were in, i was relieved that somehow she is now on the right track, after that i saw her running back to the place where the car is parked and she looked at us again, and OMG as if i wanted to step down this time to tell her Al 7amdolellah that you found it,

i even want to thank Allah more that she did, cuz if she didn't and i didn't know if she found it or not, my consiousness would have killed me, i had the solution of her problem and i could have relieved her by making just few step and saying few words "Your car is over there", i just wasn't sure of her reaction would have been if i did that, but who cares, i could have helped her,

i didn't want to help her because she was extremly beautiful, which she was, but just because if i were in her shoes and she were in mine, i wish she would have stepped out and told me,

it is strange how sometimes you have a problem and the key to solve this problem is in the hand of someone that you don't know and you don't even know that he has this key, and it is so bad that this person isn't able to give you this key,

i wish i had given her this key, but thank Allah for everyting and thank Allah that she found her car, and i would never for get this moment for my entire life, it was a strange experience but i loved it.

EDIT: when i was coming back from movies, i pass usually through some garages, it is complicated to describe as they are of different levels and ........, let's not deviate, i was walking in one of these garages i saw a ball hid behind a car, i kept walking, then i saw a 8 years old girl talking to the boys in the lower garage, she is saying i can't find it, i didn't hesitate that time, i pointed where the ball is, and described where exactly, i may didn't load as mch worry as that of the running girl, but may be i solved the problem little earlier and may be that little time for that large number of kids make a good deal of relief, that some how will make up for the running girl messing up,

BUT mostly important is that i made the first move, and may be the next time someone that the running girl needs my intervention i will make this step and give the thread to solve the situational problem, Hope i have Allah with me all the time:)

It really hurts when the best things in life become just memories!

dreamz are dreamz bec they will never be reality but what about a magic wich make ur dream came true and then u lost it for ex when u meet da love that u searched it all ur life but u or her od da fate screwed it up and it just became a memory doesnt matter its a good or bad one but simply da question is is this memory still hurts

Something i Wrote!!-Mirna!!(Mirna the group admin in facebook is who wrote it not me "El Abd L'Allah"

Everyday beautiful day passed...every moment spent is gone...the smile on my face turned into tears in my eyes...all of this happened since the day you've gone... I used to be the happiest person ever...i used to love life...i used to always smile and fool around...i used to know there was someone by my side...i used to know that loving you was the only target in my life...i used to know that you loved me... i used to live in a beautiful dream,Now i live in a nightmare which i can't wake up from... Now,i am the most depressed person ever...now,i hate living...now,i am always locked inside my room crying...now,i know i have no one in my life...now,i have no target in my life and my life isn't worth living...now,i know you love her and that i meant nothing to you... Everyday i cry cause of my sorrow...Everyday i cry cause i know i can't have you...Everyday i cry cause i remember every tender word you said to me...Everyday i cry cause i missed seeing your beautiful face...Everyday i cry cause you're with her and not with me...Everyday i cry because i know i cant have you and i cant let go of you...Everyday i cry cause you were mine and now you're hers...Every day i cry because you were the one i want... Every moment we spent together is treasured in my heart...Every word you said to me is still said in my ears...Every day you made me happy just makes me feel that i lost my happiness...Everytime you tried your best not to make me sad or cry makes me remember that you truly cared about me...Every day we met is like yesterday... Time passed quickly!! and everything changed and i am the one whose suffering... I just miss our days together and hope they could come back and that the day i said "lets be friends" just gets out of my life because now i wish i had never said it and being dead is better than it... I can only remember when we wanted eachother and it couldnt work,you told me one sentence i could never forget "every beautiful thing in life doesn't last"...and when you told me "i'd do anything just to be with you" and when you said "life hates me,because everything i want i cant have" this sentence made me cry and i replied "if you want something you'd do anything just to have it because it will make you happy and no one gives up in his happiness"...I MiSS YOu

The three stages of life

In life we pass through three stages, the problem is that the threshold of each stage isn't clear enough to see it, making us wandering in life with no good purpose, anyway,

The first stage is when we are just kids we have a lot of questions in our mind and all we seek is getting answers, we are trying to act the way we see, we process our so simple info into actions, the problem is that grown ups can't see this stage and they still acting the right way, and instead of giving us the answers to direct us, they pull us with them in their way, making our minds closed.

The second stage is the end of adolescence where the one has already passed through many of the tests of life, he starts to see things more clearly and it is the stage of getting answers that you always wanted the important is that you have to take the side of the kid stage (being neutral won't be helpful) why?, because you see the questions in the eyes of kids, if you didn't take their side you won't see these questions and you will probable agree with what grown ups do (mention in the next paragraph), in this stage you will find the answers but it depends on you about what you are going to do, will you call out the truth in public to the grown ups OR you will just keep it for yourself?, of course you are waiting to know which action you should take and which one is the right one, the problem is that i am still in this stage and i don't know the answer.

You read me writing grown ups many time who are they?, i can tell you that they are stage three, the stage which is the freeking stage for me, and why is that?, because in this stage you will have lost your answers as well as your question, why?, because your life has been so crowded and you have to do many things, i wished it was just losing the answers, the problem is bigger than that, it is giving wrong answers and wrong explanation to the acts of the kids, this will lead to loss of communication between this two stages and the second stage is the only link between them and we, at least I, don't know how to act to fullfill the space between this two stages, explanation is so simple and i will try to do it to my stage one people that i know so that they grow up with the answers they looked for and so they will see more answers in their stage 2 leading them into so clear life

That is why the second stage must take the side of the first one, because #1 has questions, #2 has the answers, and #3 has nothing but great responsibilities.

My life after ten years!

i am getting out of the hospital,
nurses are saying good night doctor Abd Allah,
the scurity wishes me good night,
i am a very successful doctor carrying his phd and just 29 years old,
any way i go to the parking,
drive my mini cooper through the streets,
i reach maadi,
park my marvellous car beside my building,
i go to the market across the street,
i buy two cans of seven up, two galaxy fruit and nuts chocolate, and i find those extraordinary beautiful cup cakes and the man in the market says it is excellent so i decide to buy 2 of them too,
then i pay for it,
the man wishes me good night,
( i guess many people likes me because i treat them well),
then i walk away,
when i reach the door of the building i get out my silver key chain and open that big alumetal door,
anyway,
i walk up the stairs,
and reach the door of my appartment,
i roll the key and open the door,
i go in,
every thing is so dark,
where is........,
OH i remembered,
i am a 29 years old lonely successful doctor,
i found no one to share this seven up, chocolate and cup cake with,
i thought she would have liked this cup cake,
any way,
i go to the living room,
i empty the bag and sit on front of the tv,
i find season 10 of scrubs but i don't like it anymore now
i eat just one of can, chocolate and cup cake,
i put the other ones in the bag,
i put the bag at the door,
and put a mental note that in the morning i have to give it to the porter,
may be he will enjoy eating them,
i turn of the lights,
and go to sleep on my very fancy bed,
and wish myself a good night.